If you will give up on your dreams

Life just doesn't go as it seems

You wallow, and cry, all alone

You whimper, you wail and moan

You're stuck, you're so hampered inside

Can't face life out there, so you hide

Could it be that you're opting out

Of facing one hell of a clout?

You can't get a refund on time

You waste it, up hills you won't climb

That moment has gone, with remorse

You stumble along on your course

So how do you get to your goal

Of filling that terrible hole?

You must get in touch with your dreams

When life doesn't go as it seems.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Greetings~
i had just renewed the blog afew days ago... thanks to all who bothered to read. :)
yes.. everything about the blog skin reflects who i really am NOW.
school seriously suck.
out of the years i study in AES, this year is a horrible one.
why?
because almost everthing had change.
most of my dear friends had graduated (esp. MJ, school seems so no life)
including my beloved champion teamates (almost all my buddies graduate, jamie, denise, annie, zf, julie, amanda, vanessa... and more...)
inter-school compeition this year was trash (which was expected as we did not worked it out as a whole, but glad it was over too)
class this year was totally weird, felt out of place (though most people were already motivated compared to last year and if only youse was in the same class, things would be different i guess.)
not that i want to say, but in class, its really lonely compared to past, like friends you hang out don't do studying in class and stuffs ( i know i have only myself to count not them, but im really lonely )
alot of bitching was going on although not all about me, but its like you can sense the 'fake' and begin to question the existence of the word- trust ( life's a bitch)
damn... its a reality... i guess thats just the way it is, i gotta move on...
hope i really work things out...
even the basic attending school everyday seems so hard to attain now, thats how shit i m compared to last year ( though i always never fail to come late still )
and i even make things worse by getting myself into trouble by getting into suspension.
how great yea ?
just so sick of life now.
none of the teachers know what im going through and trying to draw a conclusion just like that.
i may sound so emo shit and stuff but this is what im going thru now...
seriously stressed and worrying about my future route...
but i have no idea why i still cant get myself motivated ...
nobody seems to be able to pull me up...
everything is just about me and me and me, no one else but ME.
boo...
to friends whom really bug me to STUDY, thanks and i will...
thats all.
ciao.

- I’m hateSCHOOL