If you will give up on your dreams

Life just doesn't go as it seems

You wallow, and cry, all alone

You whimper, you wail and moan

You're stuck, you're so hampered inside

Can't face life out there, so you hide

Could it be that you're opting out

Of facing one hell of a clout?

You can't get a refund on time

You waste it, up hills you won't climb

That moment has gone, with remorse

You stumble along on your course

So how do you get to your goal

Of filling that terrible hole?

You must get in touch with your dreams

When life doesn't go as it seems.

Monday, June 18, 2007

dear papa, happy father's day!
happy duan wu jie to all the chinese out there!
*busy eating dumplings
haha...

ytd was erm..
how would i put it?
ALOT of incidents happened..
happening ones especially!
okay, first thing, went to MS to sign up for workshop for my art project.
i went alone. my plan went backfired. the timing made me uber rush!
hahas.. anyhow, i found out what i needed to find.
i got the total cost coverage and what i need to get for materails!
so i gotta pay a total of $120 and head down to either IKEA or art stores to find my wood!
haha.. the workshop dont have the larger piece, so i have to hunt it myself.
most importantly, my design too!!
haha...im kind of excited now..!
first time doing!
haa... hope i would score!
okay, back to story, so i left MS and it was drizzling when im on my way to the bus stop...
i was heading to take a bus to timah from esplanade.
and i was lucky to reach the bus stop before the heavy rainpour!
urgh...but the bus was slow and i still had the taste of rain, cant prevent STILL! haha..
anyway, reached timah and went to meet up weili and ivan, and i had no idea that amanda was there too!
haha... anyhow, it was a lil awkward at first since that incident, its only later that we girls cleared air...
i tell you, at first, the journey back from timah to ivan's house was bad...
dont want to emphasise on that...
then later, weili and i went to meet up with nicholas ho to 302 to makan.
after eating, sat there to chat and slack till ivan called.
walk the way back, and ivan told us to help him find a ring!
haha... we were like playing find the treasure there... it was nicholas HO who found the ring! lucky!! it was ivan's fault la... anyhow threw away the ring then later regret! tsk! haha.. just joking la...
then later, this was the part where we girls cleared the misunderstandings...
haha....
and ivan was so jealous we were close! im sorry, we were just showing our close affections!
haha....
then later, we walked to ivan's place...
at his house, we watched youtube videos first...
we watched this indian sing and dance video with extremly hilarious subtitles...
they anyhow bomb in those words which telly with their language!
a must watch! if im not wrong, the title of the video is called "girly man"
hahaha....
then we watched the Within Temptation- Angels music video too..
the video is absolutely fantastic.. great vocals! they absolutely rock!!
omg! i think im getting the influence from nicholas ho la!! he's so into rock pls..
haha... its a sad thing he dint bring along his guitar to rock along!
oh yea, he finally trimmed his moppy hair, but his hair is still longer than mine. :(
haha...
okay, then after awhile, canadian nicholas came...
shortly after, weili and nicholas ho left for weili's nest...
pang seh!!
haha... left the 4 of us to drink!!
had barcardi rum in the house!!
okay... drank a lil then the boys went to sunshine place to get supper and drinks for mixing...
ivan was so nice to buy me my fav chee cheong fan with scallops there!
haha... and guess what? he told me the auntie say he handsome then specially added two extra scallops in! wha....
haha... but seriously, the auntie seriously gave alot... its definately much more than the normal ones i bought before! haha.. how lucky was i!
haha... so next time, want to eat sunshine's chee cheong fan, must call ivan to buy! gian extra!
haha....
okay...but after eating, they found out they forgot their drinks! thats the main motive they went out at first! haha... how smart eh?
we left with little soft drinks for mixing so we had been drinking strongly afterwards...
amanda dint like the taste and she was tired, so she went to knock out first...
left three of us, drinking and chatting...
haha... i swear this is the frst time i felt so worn out.
i was suppose to leave at 5 then 6 then lastly 7 then i left...
haha...
this is where the joke starts!
when i was about to leave, i hallucinate something....
haha.... its like, you know, the thing that you used to dig your ear wax?that gold thin stick?
haha..yea... i actually mistaken that as my hair pin!
EEW! haha..i just saw it at the sofa, so i thought it was my pin!
damn la!
the whole scene was damn hilarious la!!!
i was like holding it till im out of his gate when i tried to use it to pin my hair, then i realised that it was not hair pin!
haha.. i showed it to ivan what i was holding and he was like, where the hell you get that from!
haha... we all started laughing madly!!
the whole thing was crazy la... i dint even know where the stick exist at the sofa first..
after which, left for home sweet home with canadian nicholas!
i took a cab straight home... surprisingly, no extra $2 charge...
haha... reached home, just wash up and poof! to deep sleep...
okay, this post is to prove that i was sober and still sober okay!
haha... though i admitted, i forgot about my handphone which i left it on the sofa!
luckily, i dint hallucinated the stick as my phone!
haha... oh wells... at least, i knew what i was doing!
end of story...

haha... im wondering anybody playing bball now? its late night balling...
i had been playing these past nights...
bad habit to sleep in the morning!
but who cares?! its the holidays now!
haha... i know la... still got to deal with the damn O.
oh wells... gotta say, i so miss balling days la!
balling also means socialising...
haha... gotta know afew ballers through late night balling sessions...
though i knew them before but never talk those type...
haha... they reminded me of my past memories when i like to play alot...
haha... they even wanted to play block catching one night/ morning at 5+am
haha..nuts!!
of cos i dint join them...
i was almost dead beat la....
haha... block catching was the thing in the past...
i had not been playing since sec 2?
haha... and tell me bout it, i had never played that at such a time!
i swear, i would just wake the whole neighbourhood up with my screams!
and with that, awaiting the police to catch us, playing along with us!
haha... just to imagine if that were to happen?
surely gone case i swear!
haha...
but i think, i would try that one day...
probably after O's!
miss those days still...
haha.. better pray hard, i wont be playing at your block!
hiek hiek hiek....
these mischeives, you gotta try it at least once when you're young!
play hard, with no regrets...
at this moment, i feel like im such a villain...
but its true, sometimes you just gotta play when you feel like it..
the bottom line is , just know your limits...
with that, i end my sentence...
good night everyone!
with love, god bless...
:)

- I’m hateSCHOOL