If you will give up on your dreams

Life just doesn't go as it seems

You wallow, and cry, all alone

You whimper, you wail and moan

You're stuck, you're so hampered inside

Can't face life out there, so you hide

Could it be that you're opting out

Of facing one hell of a clout?

You can't get a refund on time

You waste it, up hills you won't climb

That moment has gone, with remorse

You stumble along on your course

So how do you get to your goal

Of filling that terrible hole?

You must get in touch with your dreams

When life doesn't go as it seems.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAS MY CONTACT NO.
you can quit trying to msg me or expecting me to call you and now, perhaps even call in to my number...
because MY PHONE'S DOWN.
its a sad case.
because that would meant shutting myself from the outside world for the time being.
not even a msg that i can receive will really kill me...
at least if i can still see a missed call or msg,
i can use the public phone under my block to call back.
haha...
i had been using public phone for the past 2 weeks!
i guess the "mama" shop aunties had grown sick of seeing me
asking for an exchange for coins again and again.
really experienced the feeling of foreign workers using public phones to call back their homes.
BUT
at least they are more high class.
they buy IDD cards okay!!
haha...
oh wells...
guess its time for me to stop social life head totally concentrate on one thing.
STUDY STUDY STUDY
haha...
cant believe im doing this still...
rahhhs!
anyway, im really looking forward to DENISE'S birthday party!!
i swear i will enjoy and celebrate my heart out on that day,
as i foresee that will be my last gathering with the whole lot till i get my line back
and most importantly,
AFTER O'S...
dear friends,
WAIT FOR MY COMEBACK!
sighs...
i realised how hard is it for me to not hang out with my friends...
but still,
if my friends' birthdays celebration,
i will do my best to celebrate with him or her...
P.S. PAMELA, ARE YOU SEEING THIS?
haha..
unless im really broke,
then i will not make my presence.
so pam, your birthday date is still on alright?!
*wicked grin
OKAY, i shall put it this way,
I HEREBY DECLARE I'LL CUT DOWN ON SOCIAL OUTINGS AS MUCH AS I CAN...
i will make exception to break the taboo for helping hand, listening ear and birthdays...
haha...
yes! thats more like it!
or else i can just DIE with no social life...
i feel better now...
i must live up to my words,
or else,
it'll be a utter disappointment to liang , esp.
he always says,
if i fail, im a loser.
somehow, his words hit my nerve.
we had this talk the other day,
and he was "nagging" about my life now...
i felt that..
afterall...
o level feels like repeating the same old cycle like last year's n level.
im like doing the same thing over and over again...
no change...
i felt miserable doing this too...
though i put in more effort than last year...
but i know,
its NEVER enough..
thats why i made up my mind
to put in my effort wholeheartedly
in this exam.
i want and need to do well.
i must.
just to say, if i fail,
i will be more lost than i am now.
anyway, his words are like my reminder to buck up.
though he may not care nor know,
he's one true bro!
:)

KISS GOODBYE TO ALL NOW! SMOOCH*

- I’m hateSCHOOL